Bittersweet Life...

Monday, February 28, 2005

im feelin very cold... not to the extent of shiverin yet... the tension of gettin those damn results is killing me, drivin me insane. god help me.. i've heard rumours bout the math result. it's sooo not expected. my grandma is irritatin to the core.. and im pms-ing real bad. i could be in tears, frustration or juz keep quiet. i feel like a mad person. u noe those certified mad ppl in woodbrigde. dad went out to fetch mum, who insisted on comin to sch. once she comes home, i have to get ready. put on tt green sch skirt for the very, very last time... i feel so nausetic.. i've got stomach upsets.. huge ones. or should i say i've got really huge butterflies in my stomach. i dunno wat to feel.. wat to expect. im scared and worried... it was 36 hrs more to go when i typed in my last entry. it was 24 more hrs when i talked to dL on the phone.. it was ard 11 more hrs to go went i talked to ema dearie... now, it's down to a couple more hrs...

im scared... but i believe im a strong girl... i can take this tension.. i dunno wat else to talk bout...

Smashed into pieces at 2/28/2005 12:13:00 PM